Photo: Bernat Casero via photopin cc It seems that no matter what my wrestle with faith is, the root of it is my level of trust in God. Time and time again I smash against this issue. I have grown up in church and can quote Scriptures and speak ‘Christianese’ with the best of them. It is easy to sing the songs and say the words, and even fool myself into thinking that I truly believe them in the deepest parts of my heart. And yet, what does my life say? I have flashes of big trust but on the whole, I prefer to play it safe. The Holy Spirit has been…